I am stupid.

For losing everything. People try to help me to be there for me and I just push them away. I love them. I just don't know what I am doing. I am afraid of getting hurt again. And I am afraid of letting people in. I don't know what is wrong with me. But, I am closing my door. I am Miss Independent. Until I met you, Krizz. I opened up and let you in. And then I hurt you. I am in love with you I just don't know what to do anymore. So I am opening up again hoping you can forgive me. But, if you can't I understand I did enough damage. I still am in love with you. Yours forever, Sk8erGirl